Feeling. Content
Lyrical Status. Love Song by Sara BareillesHappy Birthday to me! Yay! Hmm I’m sitting at home watching television and playing on the computer like any other day and that’s when I began to think about what I did for nineteen. Hmm absolutely nothing probably the same thing. The best present I think I recieved all day was a letter from my father I love him and can’t wait til he comes home. Things seemed to be smoother when my dad was around. It’s like a certain stability is no longer in the air anymore. I can’t imagine what it will be like when he’s home. I don’t understand my mom though. I want to know what he did to her to not even speak to him anymore. I didn’t think seperation of parents would bother older children and neither did she but it’s affected me and my brother and I can tell. We just deal with it differently. Speaking of birthday a few people who I expected to wish me a happy birthday didn’t and I’m shocked. I hope these people have good reasonings. SMH (sigh) I think its time for a change and I’m going to rearrange some of my social relationships. For instance, it’s time to let certain people go. I don’t want to but I’m growing up and realizing that sometimes in life you have to do things that you don’t want to. Like buy books every semester and not shoes and jewelry things I want. (lolz) Besides that everything seems fine. At least I got the house to myself I guess. I’m always looking at the bright side of things. Hopefully that trait can continue. I think I’m finally ready to organize some of my songs and get my emotions out in music. I think it’s overdue and some people need to know what I have to say. To be such a quiet individual I sure do have another side of me rather than the silly girl who’s always happy and nothing bothers her. Yeah right! If my life could be a book it would probably be a best seller. Anywho, I’m going to find something constructive to do. I’ll probably change this layout finally.
xoxo
Dae’-Dae’