& I made new life decisions.
I am officially a graduate school drop out. After three weeks of attending journalism classes I figured that is not what I wanted to do with my life. I’m glad I figured out now instead of $20,000 later. My mother was just happy I got an undergraduate making the first woman in my family with a college degree. My father on the other hand doesn’t know of this decision yet. So what do I want to do with my life if I don’t want to be a journalist you ask? I want to change people’s lives one story at a time. I’m very good with my words. I love to write, I live in a world of fiction. I actually figured out that journalism wasn’t for me when I was sitting in class writing fiction instead of taking notes. A light bulb went off and I realized something wasn’t right. I’d rather do something I love for the rest of my life than do something I think that’s the safer route.
& As far as my love life goes
After terribly ending the seven year on and off relationship I was in I figured out that I want to be single for a while. Being single doesn’t mean you’re unhappy it just means you’re happy by yourself. My best friend laughed at me when I told her about my ideal guy. I hate when someone calls me every day to see how I’m doing. I like space. I think of a relationship differently than most girls. I like to have my own life, him to have his and then we have our life. My mother said she totally agrees. I don’t like to be smothered, that’s the word I’m looking for.
& I think I shall post more of my creative writings here