& Metaphorically Speaking

He loved me like someone repeatably stabbing me in the heart and then kissing me like everything would be okay. I’d cry sometimes, and like a junkie I’d come back screaming, “I can fix this.” As an optimist, I sure don’t know when to give up. Love is the strongest narcotic and the only rehab…

Six Words

“He likes me, broken and all.”

Yesterday’s Poem

It’s been two years, three months and five days since our last breakup. We were for real this time. This time there wasn’t any “I’m sorry” or “We’ll do better next go around.” We just gave up. We gave up on the daily texts and the hourly how was your day recaps. What we had…

& Unwritten

I thought about calling but I knew your wouldn’t answer. I keep you in prayers before I fall asleep. I still think about you dream about you as if we still speak. It weird because even when I don’t like you I love you. I’ll never be able to give my everything to someone the…

& Adventures

March was full of adventure after freakin’ adventure I tell you! You know those Facebook contests that you swear are fake? They’re not! Thanks to Rue21  I  won a completely free trip to San Diego to meet Lea Michelle. They gave me spending money and put me and a friend in a suite.  I don’t…

& I Finally Found Out How to Move My Blog

& I finally discovered how to move my blog I loved my little family at Xanga and now everyone’s all everywhere because Xanga did something (I don’t quite know what it is they did.) So I decided to move my blog here. I’m actually going to need this more than anything right now.  Writing keeps…

& I Was Supposed to Blog Today but life happened.

I spent most of today playing with my little munchkins and by munchkins I mean my nine year old nephews. I insisted we play soccer and quickly called time out coming to the realization that I’m not in shape. We had fun though. & Other Realizations I’ve been talking to my ex again lately. We’ve…

& Words Hurt Most of All

“We didn’t let it break us, we built a cast around our broken hearts and signed it ourselves “They were wrong.” “We are not abandoned cars stalled out and sitting empty on some highway and if we are don’t worry we only got out to walk and get gas. We  are graduating members from the…

& Maybe Technology Has Made Dating a Bit More Complicated

  Text messaging has to be one of the worst ways to get to know someone that you’re interested in dating. Text messaging leaves so much room for interpretation and it doesn’t seem as personal as picking up the phone and calling someone or going to a movie together. I think I’m going to make…