& Daddy

My step-father was “Big Antoine” until one day I felt left out and I just wanted a dad. Little old me just knew it worked that way. My brothers and sisters had parents and I just had mom. My step-father has many faults but not being a dad to his children has never been one….

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Yesterday’s Poem

It’s been two years, three months and five days since our last breakup. We were for real this time. This time there wasn’t any “I’m sorry” or “We’ll do better next go around.” We just gave up. We gave up on the daily texts and the hourly how was your day recaps. What we had…

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& Unwritten

I thought about calling but I knew your wouldn’t answer. I keep you in prayers before I fall asleep. I still think about you dream about you as if we still speak. It weird because even when I don’t like you I love you. I’ll never be able to give my everything to someone the…

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& In Case

Strong enough to leave you But weak enough to need you Cared enough to let you walk away I took that dirty jacket From the trash right where you left it ‘Cause I couldn’t stand to see it go to waste “In Case” –Demi Lovato

& Seven Years

It’s been two years and three days since the last time we were on. We were a disaster but When it was good we were bomb Oh how we’d stay up and talk All night long Our love was like drugs We were hooked and It had us strong. Seven years, three months two days…

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& I Write More than I Sleep

Lately I’ve been up in the air more than I’ve been on the ground and it’s kind of sorta peaceful. It’s not like an office job either because when I go home I’m not worried about what I have to do tomorrow for work or an unfinished to do list. It’s a new experience every…

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& Texts From Last Night

Texts from Last Night I love you. I miss you but I don’t want you back. Not being friends is hard. Maybe we could work if we tried again.  Maybe we unraveled again because we had too many loose threads. Too many secrets, too many people, not enough of “I’ll try.” “I’ll trust you. We’ll…

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& Adventures

March was full of adventure after freakin’ adventure I tell you! You know those Facebook contests that you swear are fake? They’re not! Thanks to Rue21  I  won a completely free trip to San Diego to meet Lea Michelle. They gave me spending money and put me and a friend in a suite.  I don’t…

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& I Finally Found Out How to Move My Blog

& I finally discovered how to move my blog I loved my little family at Xanga and now everyone’s all everywhere because Xanga did something (I don’t quite know what it is they did.) So I decided to move my blog here. I’m actually going to need this more than anything right now.  Writing keeps…

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& What’s in My Closet now a Days

  This was a fit I wore to an interview. I didn’t get the job, but I looked and felt fabulous. (Peplum Top; Macy’s $14, Bottoms Burlignton $10, Blazer $7 Rue21) This peplum top was $14 from Forever21. I love Forever21 Online. Batman Top: $14 Rue21, Ring duo GoJane: $10 Shoes $39  GoJane, Jeans: Rue21…

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