& Why I Don’t Wear Make Up

So as I get older a lot of my friend around me are indulging in make up. I’m like umm yeah not for me. I don’t count my crazy collection of Victoria’s Secret lip gloss as make up because it only takes five seconds to put on and I don’t necessarily need a mirror. The eye…

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& My Beauty Pageant Experience

Everyone’s talking about the Miss Universe pageant that just passed & as a fan of beauty pagents I’m over it. I never noticed how much work and (cough) money goes in to a pageant until I entered one. I applied for Miss Pennsylvannia, just to see if I would get accepted. You have to send…

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One Family Reunion Down One to Go

   So this is my last summer vacation as a college student is coming to an end in two weeks. From the last time I blogged a lot has happened. Well not a lot a lot but enough. For instance, I am still convinced my life is a reality show. My parents finally got divorced….

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–& My Hair

Lyrical Status. “I am not my hair. I am not this skin. I am not your expectations no, I am not my hair. I am not this skin. I am the soul that lies within.”  — India Arie “I am not my Hair” Feeling. Content      Me and my kinky thin in fullness but thick…

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–& Perfection

  Currently Feeling. ContentLyrical Status. “Perfume” by Chris Brown –& Sporadic Thoughts (Something I wrote) We waste our whole lives looking for the perfect onenot realizing we’re missing out on the perfectly flawed people who make us smile, when we believe it’s the end of the world. I’ve realized I’m not giving up on perfection….

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–& On Poetry

Mood. ContentLyrical Status. None Just finished reading “Midnight” by Sister Souljah and it was the best. It diverted my attention away from my real thought process & I appreciated it. Not a lot of books can do that anymore. I love living in my little fantasy world. That’s where my reading and writing traps me….

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I’m a different version of myself daily.

Lyrical Status. Nothing enjoying the silence Feeling. Content Recently I realized how content I am with myself and how much of a small world it really is. I finally realized what I want and don’t want and sometimes I have to go with what I need even if I don’t want it. Just a part…

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Something to Think About

Feeling. CuriousLyrical Status. None I have a massive headache. The other night me and him was having a conversation about how I felt about my Independence at home compared to what I had at school. The curfew thing was the big bother. I wonder if circumstances weren’t what they are tonight if she would’ve cared…

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Happy Birthday to Me

Feeling. ContentLyrical Status. Love Song by Sara BareillesHappy Birthday to me! Yay! Hmm I’m sitting at home watching television and playing on the computer like any other day and that’s when I began to think about what I did for nineteen. Hmm absolutely nothing probably the same thing. The best present I think I recieved…

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Looking Back (2008) –New Years Resolutions

Currently Feeling. Content & Asleep Lyrical Status. Womanizer by Britney SpearsOkay, nothings really new my way. I got the job that I wanted to only figure out that’s not really what I wanted. I felt like I was going backwards and I don’t believe in anything that doesn’t involve progress. This Christmas was okay. I…

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