(A Picture I took in California this summer which inspired a story titled “It’s Not Always Sunny in California”) I’m working on some blogs to give my Xangerz an update of my summer. Summer after graduation some key points were. I discovered the guy I was with for seven years (on and off) was married at…
Tag: love
& My Parents Divorced During My College Years
My parents divorced each other while I was in college and you would think being almost an adult I wouldn’t feel affected by it, but sometimes I sit and reflect and I get this crazy feeling like the semi perfect family I did have was shattered. The picture perfect white picket fence dream is gone….
& Re Arranging Things (Again)
Lyrical Status. “Now you got someone that won’t treat you right, you already know who used to treat you right, look for me and you know that I be out of sight, so you don’t want to tell me to get out your life. That’s unfortunate but you didn’t believe in me.” –“Unfortunate” by Trey…
& What’s Missing?
I look at my blog now & I look at years ago when I first got addicted to Xanga and I’ve realized what it’s missing now a days. My blog is missing raw emotion. That “Omg I’m having a bad day. I might not have any money for my books because my jobs chaotic”…
–& Love, Life, Family & Great News
LYRICAL STATUS. NONEFEELING. CONTENT I’m pretty content with how things are in my life right now. (That’s not surprising I’m told. I’m very optimistic, even on bad days I have problems saying I’m having a bad day without cracking a smile.) How I love that smile. I have great news, I got my learners permit…
–& On Fairy Tales
Feeling. ContentLyrical Status. “It’s Time EP” by Sammie At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don’t really expect it. It’s like one day you realize that the fairy tale might be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle, and…
–& Perfection
Currently Feeling. ContentLyrical Status. “Perfume” by Chris Brown –& Sporadic Thoughts (Something I wrote) We waste our whole lives looking for the perfect onenot realizing we’re missing out on the perfectly flawed people who make us smile, when we believe it’s the end of the world. I’ve realized I’m not giving up on perfection….
My Life=The Perfect Reality Show
Lyrical Status. “Everything I’m not makes me everything I am” …”Signed Sincerely” by Solange KnowlesFeeling. Amused Hello Xangerz, It seems like forever since the last time I created a post that I haven’t marked as private and I apologize I’ve been writing a lot but I’m very private about the things I write. Which is…
–& On Poetry
Mood. ContentLyrical Status. None Just finished reading “Midnight” by Sister Souljah and it was the best. It diverted my attention away from my real thought process & I appreciated it. Not a lot of books can do that anymore. I love living in my little fantasy world. That’s where my reading and writing traps me….
I’m a different version of myself daily.
Lyrical Status. Nothing enjoying the silence Feeling. Content Recently I realized how content I am with myself and how much of a small world it really is. I finally realized what I want and don’t want and sometimes I have to go with what I need even if I don’t want it. Just a part…
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